back from a soccer match. my first ever full soccer match that i stayed and watch because it was his team playing.

everything bout soccer and me all started with him. first time watching fifa because of him. first time at the stadium watching a match because of him.

Seriously. idk what the hell im doing now.

my first time seeing him playing a match. how good he looks scoring that first goal of the game. Sharing his joy as a friend. Just sitting through the match watching him play was all i did. Mixed emotions were held all over my mind. and I kinda miss him. Seeing his dad and bro right infront of me. I didnt know what to do.

They lost the penalty kick, coming in 1st runner up. i can see his sadness. and all i wanted to do was to give him a tight hug and a pat on the back. he did wonderfully well. My heart sanked for the first time watching a soccer match.

My mind was filled with him. and my heart sanked the second time when i know he is with his gf after the match. its so disturbing and i dont know why. my heart really hurts a lot. i didnt wanted to care. but i couldnt.

my heart is really in a mess. i need to sort it out. how i wish i could be a bitch now. and get what i want. yeah, just a dream.

It was the most beautiful dream of you and me.

We were strangers from the day we met. You took my smile from the very first day. How easily and comfortably you came into my life. All this was a fairytale.

It was like a love at first sight. I couldn't get you out of my mind ever since.

It was late at night on the first day, we were sitting on a bus home, got separated after rejecting your offer to send me home. You wish you had the dagger to rewind time.

How great were my days till this very day.

Remember the first time we held hands, how special you were to me. the first hug, the first kiss.

You told me bout yr past which no one knows. But I still love you for who you are although I've always pick about your past and joke about it.

Remember the day when you pass me the ring at a super unromantic place. But the heart and purpose behind it was the most romantic gift.

I've never had a chance to show you how much my love is because its always hidden right behind, because i was afraid, afraid this day would come.

I appeared cool but inside me, i wanted to give you all my warmth.

Remember all the times you did the things i hated. But, I just love you more every time, even when i say i hated.

I guess, you'll never have the chance to know that, all this was a fairytale to me.

I'll keep you in the room of my heart forever, because to me you're still the special one.

I'll be your best friend from now. Even if its hard. But, I'll still tell you I love you at the end of the day.

I'll keep this dream of ours like a fairytale till the very end of my life. Looking back in times to tell me myself that, I did really love someone like you that much while i'm alive.

Truly, a part of me will still hate you or perhaps yr parents. But, the love for you will still cover up the pain in the end.

Let's just remember this day, 13 September 2010. As our love remains for that 3 months and 9 days. Truly, it was the most amazing part of my life lessons.

As of today, I've known you for 3 months and 16 days. You'll always be my best friend from today a friend i'll truly treasure specially.

My life stills goes on. even without you now beside me.

I love you.

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

Studying at T2 now with babe. :)

Damn Ut3. I wanna cry man. ):

Anyway, Im feeling really sad now, suddenly. idk why too. ):

what to do now. Im lost.

(Y)

I think this blog is very dead, though very much of me want to revive it but it'll take too much of my time. So. only if i stumble across this blog then I shall do an update. :)

My love and my lovely class I miss. :)

& yknow, It’s sweet when someone knows every single detail about you, not because you keep reminding them.. but because they pay attention.

In prayers, may he be the sweetest guy ever in my life. :)

I know he will. <3

XOXO,

Mich

Here's a rough summary of ISLP-Cambodia SAME SAME BUT DIFFERENT group.

Will update more again(hopefully) :D

LOVE!

I'm seriously, missing this people.

Goodness gracious, lucky that I'm actually still at a good class with fun people around.

I've been spending a little too much money this few week. but I'm getting my pay soooooon. I need to shop and get my ipod.

And then save for the hk trip.

Okay, I've gotta stop here, gotta do my ppt now for HK trip. JY mich!

Love you guys.

It's like a million years since I've updated.

Basically, my life was, malaysia, shopping, chalet, work, sch and chalet.

Chalets are the best thing on earth.

Kinda miss hanging out with the clique ever since poly life started. and chalet was indeed fun except for someunexpected stuffs.

Seriously, I think i just messed up my life with work. Is 3 f.ing days and I'm seriously tired because of school.

AND I'M WORKING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, I regret buying nokia now, should have just waited and buy my bb or iphone. (I know its abit out of no where)

Some random stuffs;

mummy just asked me to marry a korean guy after asking my sis to marry a jap guy.

I think I will consider along this line. Serious. Get some SHINee or SS501 guy. hahahahah

shuts. I feel as if i'm stuck at home for a month after not going out for 2 days and watching WGM at home.

feel like exercising and i'm getting slimmer after staying home for too long..

& I want to visit the pool soon to soak myself in some good cold water. (i should take up some swimming)

& I really want to work for some spare cash..

i've got chalets to go 2 confirm 2 unconfirm.

oh man,

back to watching wgm with some good fruits and great dinner ltr on.

anyone going to get me this? :D

Kim Hyun Joong!!

Love,

watching we got married.

(if in real life we can act as a couple for 1 week, i would love to)